This night...a poem of sorts...

This night, might be the hardest that I've had to face, my mind's outta place, and there's tears runnin down my face.  Just get it over quick would be the best way, send a text message sayin "hey, this isn't gonna work" that's not me I wanna hold back the feelins that I feel inside I feel like my heart just died everybody knows I tried...tears on her face as she stares at me askin why.  The only thing that comes to mind is "toughen up", I kno this shit might seem rought, but you fucked this whole thing up. Scratch dat, that's a heartbreakin, that's like emotional murder cuz she's already cryin.  Starin at a hard decision face to face, and I really wanna wait, but this is too much to take...drop my head in my hands as leave, light up the 1st the L as a single man and breathe...

Feelin defeated in this all out war called love, I thought I was a soldier but I aint shit but a petty thug...stare at the ceilin and await the next day, it had to be a better way, but that's the way it is and all I can say is, I don't think I'll feel this way again too much pain within my tough skin seems paper thin...

Love...at least what I think about it.

Love is the most powerful emotion.  It can help you, or destroy you.

Even though we'd like to think we'll be with the one we love in high school forever, chances are it won't play out that way.  Unless the two of you are willing to go through GREAT lengths of sacrifice to make it work.  But, forever is still a far fetched dream that you may or may not wake up from.

In reality, you probably won't find who's really compatible until you make it to college, or at least your adult life.  Anything before is basically practice.  And even though we hate to admit it, our parents were right. It WAS just puppy love.

So, with that said, I wish all my exes the best of luck.  Go and find the guy that's me times two.

I don't know what the future holds for my love life, or if I'll find the right girl for me anytime soon...but somethin tells me that she's too far from me.  But, alas we shall see.

I've come to realize

That, I don't have to have a washboard sixpack, be the sexiest guy alive, or have money out the ass...

As long as I be me, girls are gonna fall like dominos for me no matter what.

So, advice to my niggas wit girl trouble: Be yourself...it helps.

YEE-AWW!!

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